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R. Steve Walz
Guest
Dear all;
I am so terribly sorry for all my hateful gestures and discourses to you
over the years. I was terribly abused as a child (even molested) and
consequently I tend to exhibit my deep hatred I feel towards my perpetrators
out on everybody who was not responsible for my childhood abuse, when in
reality I should have been receiving mental help. Well I did it, and am
know receiving help. I need to get better, I need to rid out the
deep-rooted hatred inside of me and my therapist has agreed to help, for a
minimal charge.
Wvfemale I owe you a huge apology. I have done nothing but abused your
posts, when you've been right so often, and I've been wrong. Often because
of my past I like to bounce myself over everyone, because I think I am
better than everyone, but in reality I'm extremely ignorant, and know can
see that, where as before I never thought I was wrong in anything! I had
all the answers and knew it all, and anyone who opposed my godliness
qualities, I'd easily destroy their argument being convinced in my own mind
that I succeeded, but in reality I was convincing myself and no others.
I've turned away so many parents and so much parenting discussion from this
board. I have verbally attacked many potential parents here with my
pro-choice argument, and many parents. I have spoken to them, the way I
feel about my own parents who abused me terribly as a child.
Again I apologize and please bare with me if I occasionally lure to my old
ways. I am trying to be a new person; it's just hard. But my therapist
promises that I will be a newer more attractive Steven Walz in time.
I may not post as much for two reasons. One is that my computer broke, and
I have to go to a friends and use his computer, and the second being that
over the years as a result of my obsession with posting my opinions, I've
neglected my family. We hardly communicate. This is not what I wanted, but
where as before I did not care, know I am so deeply hurt but this.
Thanks for understanding I am making some progress.
R. Steve Walz
I am so terribly sorry for all my hateful gestures and discourses to you
over the years. I was terribly abused as a child (even molested) and
consequently I tend to exhibit my deep hatred I feel towards my perpetrators
out on everybody who was not responsible for my childhood abuse, when in
reality I should have been receiving mental help. Well I did it, and am
know receiving help. I need to get better, I need to rid out the
deep-rooted hatred inside of me and my therapist has agreed to help, for a
minimal charge.
Wvfemale I owe you a huge apology. I have done nothing but abused your
posts, when you've been right so often, and I've been wrong. Often because
of my past I like to bounce myself over everyone, because I think I am
better than everyone, but in reality I'm extremely ignorant, and know can
see that, where as before I never thought I was wrong in anything! I had
all the answers and knew it all, and anyone who opposed my godliness
qualities, I'd easily destroy their argument being convinced in my own mind
that I succeeded, but in reality I was convincing myself and no others.
I've turned away so many parents and so much parenting discussion from this
board. I have verbally attacked many potential parents here with my
pro-choice argument, and many parents. I have spoken to them, the way I
feel about my own parents who abused me terribly as a child.
Again I apologize and please bare with me if I occasionally lure to my old
ways. I am trying to be a new person; it's just hard. But my therapist
promises that I will be a newer more attractive Steven Walz in time.
I may not post as much for two reasons. One is that my computer broke, and
I have to go to a friends and use his computer, and the second being that
over the years as a result of my obsession with posting my opinions, I've
neglected my family. We hardly communicate. This is not what I wanted, but
where as before I did not care, know I am so deeply hurt but this.
Thanks for understanding I am making some progress.
R. Steve Walz